Sunday, April 24, 2005
do you ever feel like you have no body to talk to when you are sitting in the middle of 2000ppl? like whatever you say would either get you angry looks or humiliating remarks? do you ever feel like just thrusting your face in your hands and sobbing till dusk and the break of dawn? nope i guess.. cause thats how i have felt.. like all those voices around me have no effect or whatsoever.. no one even gives a fuck bout you.. its like if you even give up ur life, ppl would not notice or when they do, remark"good riddance" ... wat is one to do when he feels such? sorry i am a sour grape.. its true.. its like i don have anybody for me.. all i have is my notes and my materialistic needs fulfilled.. i feel like the damned, like some god forsaken idiot.. sigh.. well, FUCK the world.. I STAND ALONE from now on.. you want a fight, i'll give you some competition.. fuck you all..
-Aayush
