Thursday, May 12, 2005
congratulations to all who wanted me to start eating again.. i have started.. yup.. no more skipppin of meals.. unless i feel like.. hahaha.. had napha on mon.. 10 pulls ups, 9.9s shuttle run, 11.25 2.4km run, 49 sit and reach, 43 sit ups, and.. i had to jump 24 times to pass my standin braod at 220.. its a D.. hence, my napha is a SILVER.. like shit.. nvm.. then tue, did not go trainin, but went condo gym and did tonnes of weights.. was still feelin great.. wed, thighs were SORE.. they hurt everytime i bend or climb stairs.. damn pain.. then went swiimin train and did loads of STRECh cords.. then today, did push ups in class and some pull ups.. then, went for swimmin training.. I DIED.. i was so dead.. seriously.. could not even swim man.. could not even pull in the water.. damn pain lah.. going to camelot with ming, jing, ting.. on the 28th at 2pm.. that reminds me to stock up my wardrobe.. its practically empty.. bloody john and jerry, took all my nice stuff to club with.. wah lao, if i can't club, i feel like shit lah.. been locked in school and at home sice god knows when.. I NEED TO BREATHE!! I NEED TO GO OUT!!.. but can't/.. dad has imposesd martial law, with house arrest on me.. i feel damned and condemned in school.. time to become " I STAND ALONE" person in class.. yeah.. that outta help.. and as for being single, i can't be bothered.. its no use whinin and complaining ang prayin.. i a,m so gonna die single.. somebody better save me from my misery..
-Aayush
