Thursday, July 21, 2005
sigh.. imagine this, you are standin near the pull up bars near the tracks with your friends doin some pull ups.. and nearby(but out of earshot. according to me,) in the netball D, some J1 arts gals are playin captains ball. and one of them, who is not really of the normal race, becomes a tpic of dsicussion.. now i think she is cute and i argued VIOLENTLy with the rest of my feinds about it.. i think she is really cute and now i think i am havin a serious SERIOUS ctrush on her.. like damn deep and serious.. not lust, its a more "i wanna be with you ,talk to you stay beside you" kinda thingy.. yup.. now, i could never have imagined she heard me.. like come on, from the netball D to the pull up bars near the tracks?? and usually when you talk about such stuff you try to be soft.. but WTF, she heard it.. or some of it.. hence, the next thing i know, shes looking for me and tada, she asks me
"were you all talkin about me near the pull up bars? i heard BL****,(a distinctive feature about her).."
ME- err.. no lah we were talkin about some other chick..
SHE:- (heaves a sigh of relief) thank god..
like ten mintuies later, i had a blinding realisation.. i had wasted a perfect opprtunity.. i should have told her that we were talkin about her and tha iwas arguin with my freinds that she was cute while they said she was not.. sigh.. damn.. a good chance gone.. i suck at this... just wanted to share this because its like constantly buggin me now.. and if you ask me who this girl is, i`ll confirm tell you.. believe me.. sould i ask her? i got nothin to lose.. only like gettin rejected and the humiliation with it.. hmmm. maybe i should try it out..
-Aayush
