Thursday, September 29, 2005
its like my second home now. all those weights, bars, machines. all meant to make you look better. but what a wonder it is that i just ain't growing. i fell damn small compared to the rest of the gymmers. maybe because i used to swim without eating and was on a deadly diet, that was basically no food except dinner. i hope i become muscular soon. i feel like some pussy in scool, small, short and extremely lonely at times. well, whatever, school is ending soon and i`ll be out in the world, free from dreadful hair cuts at school and all those very scary stares i get sometimes from ppl. as for love, no such thing exists.
-Aayush
