Sunday, October 02, 2005
never really was scared of anythin to such an extent.. when i look at my name, aayush, and see letters A, i just think of the a levels and its freaks me out. i get a sudden uneasiness in my stomach and then feel real angry and frustrated. i start to trmble a wee bit.. i am totally scared of this shit.. i don wanna do it.. its like my whole life depends on it. but i just ain't up to it yet.. not in one month man.. its too fuckin early.. sigh.. the others are like countin how many As they gonna get and all.. here i am thinkin how am i to pass??
-Aayush
