Sunday, October 23, 2005
these few days, i was basically tryin my best to study. am getting more productive, but still way below than wat is expected for a person sittin for the a levels in less than 2 weeks. shit. i`ll be frank. i STILL have to start my bio revision, i`ll do that tomolo. its the first paper. the whole bloody syllabus on the first. except the option of course. these few days been thinkin too much..about life and all. cant imagine it after the a levels. got my enlistment letter. its in april th 7th. shit. thats damn long. haha.. today i was watchin meet the barkers, about travis barker, the drummer of Blink 182. he`s really tattoed up till his neck. so i said to mom"i`l get that done" she said "what, those scriblings on the arms?" i said "yeah, and till the neck." she went o no. not till the neck, nobody`ll let you in their house.. but the surprise to me was that she agreed for me to get a tattoo.. yeah. hahaha.. well. feeling a bit happy today.. must be all that runnin and swiimin. i refused to eat out on friday, even thought tandoori chicken was offered. i fell this desperate need to get into shape(soemthing real nice) and fly off to some place like miami or mexico and get laid by some hot chick. but first, i must ask this chick out first. lol. another gal has been smsin me pretty much. well, actually i started it ong ago, but more or less 4got bout her when i got into that whole crush thingy. one thing is for sure though. if i get rejected by my first choice, i stiil have 3 more to count apon. after i get over the rejection of course. i SWEAR, when i get rejected, i really feel like a loser. seriously. and i am 99% sure i`ll be rejected. so must get the tissue paper box, a few pen knives and a whole lotta chilli to rub on the cuts. that`ll help.
-Aayush
