Tuesday, December 27, 2005
YES!! a few more days and i am back to HOME. singapore i miss. i miss all my friends, all those cool places, the clubs, the parties, bla blah blarhh.. damn.. i can smeel the clean air and taste the clean water and digest the not OVER spicy and hot food. sigh. but the fact remains. i am an indain who was born in india and basically my whole family tree is here. the tradition, the religion and all that. but i ain't gonna continue. o no. i`ll make it a point to marry someone outta my caste and maybe race and then dance with her in front of the temples and ask the numerous Gods why in lalaland am i still alive after commiting this sacrilage.. hahaha. i can imagine the priests and the look in their faces. so irritating. imagine standing throughout rituals that can be hours long and facing idols and "gods". sheesh. i just pray like i always do, one that ends with amen. feel pretty good about myself. i am one of the tallest guys in my family grounds and they say i have a very good height wherevever i go. along with" Omg, you lost too much weight, you look anorexic!! you need to eat!! what have u done too urself?? o my lord ganesh, feed him and fatten him. where is your prospreity(belly) ?? no girl will like you!!" sigh.. sucks. and guess what, with all that ghee and oil, now i am gettin fat.. i plan to skip lunch for jan and feb. YES!! that should get me right back into shape. along with gymmin and swimmin. i got a big money problem now.. Sugi owes me $60, div owes me like 25 and another classmate 30. other ppl might have taken 10 or below but i kinda forgot cause i lent them on the basis of trust that when u borrow and u are in need, i lent u, then when u are able, u return it. but alas, some ppl have no honour. nvm. now i basically got no money on me. NILL. i still had to buy clothes, bring ppl out to dinner, buy some chicks drinks(rarely happens), etc. now how am i to ask my parents for so much money. they are extremely money minded ppl. and i cant get a job, cause it`ll ruin the family name. like wtf? nvm that. some family name. whats in a name? i sure as hell ain't gona name my son a Sharma. not that i have anything against it, its just that its too good for your own good kinda thingy. O YA, today i saw a Diya Mirza look alike!!! go google and look at her pics. she was some miss asia or something. now she is an actress. i think she is damn hot and will only marry an indian if she is her look alike. but alas, the one i saw today recently got married. what a waste. her husband is a real moron. dickhead to be precise. nvm. ther has to be more. sheesh. its late. gotta sleep. the internent here is ubber slow. not sara low, but SLOw as in not rapid but slow. listenin to dammit the whole day. i miss my bass and i miss ***
-Aayush
