i fucked up real bad.. i mean my hopes and dreams were shattered in an instant. it was like ppl with 4 distintions and only sarashs name was called out.. they moved on to SC7. then 3 distinctions, a bunch of ppls names were called out. then they moved on.. instantly i knew i was done for.. all that hard work and shit all gone in one fucking futile moment.. i mean where the hell did i go wrong? what did i leave out? sigh.. the forsaken one i feel.. i was so shocked and taken aback.. i mean like it was impossible.. i had screwwd up the one thing that was to determine my life.. the a levels.. its all gone.. i felt so fucking shit and depressed.. i mean every single person i spoke do did better than me.. where was God? whats the use of being pure and doing the right things when all those motherfuckers who did so much shit get better results than you? you`re fucked man.. thats all i could say to myself.. all that hard work and shit has completely payed off.. and now u r fucked.. time to break a few promises and really do what i wanted to for so long..
-Aayush
~" About me.
Aayush Sharma
04/01/1988
Capricorn
Ugly
sigh
. wisshiess*
1.to make it somewhere =))
2.To be happily married
3.To never let anyone be left unhappy or sad
4.To stop swearing...
