Tuesday, June 06, 2006
hello my unupdated totally spastic blog. why do i not delete you, i do not know. but my mind soul and heart tells me so. life is truely unfair to such magnitudes that i feel like signing on in the army. totally. it`ll be like away from civilsation, away from reality, a place where the dumb thrive and the ranks rule. but alas, i do not have the heart to do so. accepted computer engineering in NUS. i mean like wtf? have i any interest in computer? i dont even know the basic programming language like html or java. but my dad and ALL he asked said that this was a better choice over smu business. why? cause NUs has a better reputation and business is a too general degree which has to be followed on with an MBA,. but alas, their view is totally in the INDIAN concept. inidia was one of the first to start business studies as a BBA and theere is is more of a commerce degree which basically means.. it sucks. but here it is totally different. but as usual, thier say over mine. i guess i`ll just bear with those four yaers and like try to generate interest. but stilll kinda pissed.. on the brighter note, i POPed (passing out parade) yesterday. but no one came to put my cap on. simply cause my parents are overseas including my sister and since the waiting time is 4 retarded hours for an half an hour event, i did not have the heart to invite my friends. haha. no one would come anyway... so much happened during this last week. performed for recruits night the sangs basketcase(green day) and one last breath (creed). i was pl;aying bass. we used our own instruments but the MDC equipment. so they did not let us alter the EQ and best of all, THEY DID NOT TURN ON THE MONITORS!!! bitches. they just wanted thier band to look good. i am not bitching or being some bimbo or jackarse. but honestly, thats what happened. we did not even do ONE soundcheck. but got 3rd somehow.. then came games day and i was in the scorpion team of tug of war. our first match was against NINJA!! and their joker card was on this event(that means whatever points u get for this event is doubled). i tell you... my balls nearly fell off when i saw ninja company come in with their team. i mean they do millions of push ups and get trained so much and all i do is OTOT(own time own target)!! haha. so when the first match of three started, it was bad.. they were filthy strong. and on one occasion they pulled so hard that i lost my footing and fell and the rope which was more to our side went back to the middle.. then i got really pisse and our company supporters started to shout our timing 1 2 PULL!1 then our team was one united pulling machine.. we kinda too the down.. but at the cost of many rope burns. and ninja`s team did not alternate sround the rope so the kept swaying left and right.. but hey!!! we WON!! and then we changed sides and won again. then the ninja sergent took off his cap and stomped on it.. then we played pegasus, mohawk and finnaly ulyssis (not sure how to spell it) and emerged champions... and got ONE DAY OFF!!! hahaha. yeah.. kinda weird. but still.. fun. POP was fine till i saw someone and a lotta mixed feelings kicked in.. but hey, she came to put on the cap for her bf in my company and that kinda hurt even more.. haha.. but some things are just too fly. even if they have a special place in your heart and all thast cheesy stuf, they are just TOO fly... heck that.. love is overrated and totally impossible for me. in the sense that something ALWAYS goes wrong... being single as i am now is the best. for now.. haha.. cause its army and i have not much time for anyone but me. haha. well. life sucks and so do you. bitter it may seem but its the truth. encouraged happines but sadness prevails, andd all that you try simply fails. period.
-Aayush
