Saturday, July 22, 2006
its been 5 weeks in sispec and i still badly wanna go to ocs. it just sucks douin what they to get a shit rank and little pay and get fucked around. but guess i wont cause i am just too slack. haha,. anyway, its been ages since i had a chick and ages aince i clubbed so i feel absurdly depressed to such a state that all the screw ups and misses keep coming back.. its like" it could have been" ,"it would have been", blah blah blah.. and how things would be different. but i guess God has a plan for everyone... saw constantine yesterday.. one of my fav movies.. (i know i have a bad taste but its just uniquely bad? haha) have not met ian praveen or anyone in a while. met abhinav and that was fun. some girl from IJ st.nics sec 4 wants to know me. how absurd. i am 18 dear, u are just 16. i feel extremely weird. but wat the heck, i`ll see what happens. haha. bought Guns N` Roses Live Era CD as they don allow mp3 in sispec.(CRAZY ppl) and i must say they rock live. if only i was 18 at 1990.. sheesh.. ist a super boring book out. i just wanna get over with army and get on with life.. only 4 months have passed. 1 year 6 months to go.. 2008. sigh.. met and had contact with so many ppl who gave up their PR and ran away form ns. then saw my cousin and others who are pes C and are slacking. so i felt like wth am i doing this for? but its all for staying fit and proving to myself that i can do it. 9.28 for 2.4 for a impossible task for someone who runs 11.40 in jc.. but i guess i did it.. speed trainin was fun too.. and the question of the day is WHERE are THE CHICKs? hahah.. farkign bored..
-Aayush
